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Ta說......

薄荷綠的夏天
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8월 28일

Take a tour in Guangzhou . 看图游广州......

今年八月,是一个特别的夏天。自从开始进了YM公司,从来未放假放这么久。长这么大,也从来没和外国人住在同一个屋檐下。pupi姐姐意外带来两个来自法国的朋友,其中一个和我同年,另一个,还比我小两岁哦!唉,更觉得自己又老了一节。不过跟两个外国人到处游览广州(其实是到处吃的时候比较多啦),确实挺有意思的。即使是我这个土生土长的广州人,也觉得广州变得更可爱了一些。

这一篇,大概不需要寫什么东西了,因为,拍了很多很多的照片。

This is a special summer in Aug. First, I have never took such a long vacation since I start working in YM Studio. Secondly,I have never live with foreign friends before.Miss pupi brought tow french handsome guys to stay at our home.One of them is same age with me.The other is tow years younger than me.It makes me feel like I got even older when ii'm hanging around with them. It's quite an intrersting thing to me,to treval GZ with foreign friends,even i was bron and grew up here.I think this whole new experience to travel in GZ with tow foreign friends in GZ.( actually,we were just eating and eating.)It makes the city ecven cuter and fresh than ever.

I think I don't need to write so much. The amount of picutures will tell.

                                              这些只是前奏...... This is only preview...

 

 咱们永远美食第一......food always comes frist !!!

 

 
Time to party...

 

 

P.S:  when can i go for a real trip ?!!!!  

This hot hot hot summer day

It' summer. It's a hot hot hot summer.

This is a usuall day like ever. A sweaty me busy running from the sunshine like there's monster chacing on me. I can't decide wheater I like like summer or not. I like wearing summer collection clothes. It feels more relax and comfortable. Surely, I would be so enjoying wearing bikinis if I lost  20 pounds( I wish!!!). Maybe I should blame on the air pollution. It feels really breahless as I'm walking out on the street.

Big is already sleeping in bed. He wanted to have the late dinner with me. But I guess I shouldt wake him up after a long night working. But I want my favourite cheez bisket badly tonight. So,  I walked down for it . As I rambling around the streets  with a cup of coke and lighted cigaret in my hand ,thinking of nothing at all.The city suddently become lovable in the silent dark dress.

I think , if I can clrear up my mind then I can clear up the hot steam on me.It' not that hard to breath a fresh air in this hot hot hot summer day.Just try to relax...

 

 

炎熱的夏天最適合...?...放假!!

終于,,終于等到“屎娟”要演出的日子啦!也就是說,俺可以放假鳥!哇哈哈哈哈哈!!!!忍不住要大笑幾聲!實在是俺們最近聽到最令人振奮的消息。本來,很想趁這僅有的幾天假期和504的一幫團夥去海邊旅行的!不過,big和benny這個月忙的工作夠他們忙嗰四腳朝天的,pupi姐姐為專輯的事情忙得昏頭轉向,陳阿婆失業ing,無心戀旅行。唉,真是天不如人願。大家都繼續留在504裏歡吧!雖然沒辦法去俺渴望的那蔚藍色的海灘旅行。 可是,瘋狂的shopping是可以安撫我心中的“痛”啦。。。哈哈哈。。。

最近廣州的天氣真熱得,像要把人蒸熟了似的。每天走在大街上,覺著自己好像快要融化掉。偶爾經過有冷氣飄出的店,總是忍不住帶著一臉陶醉的表情,由內心低喊出一聲“爽!”

這幾天放假,既然走不出廣州這個熱氣騰騰的蒸籠,我也不甘心就這麽坐在家裏發呆。去撞人坊啊,去地王啊,去“歹俺粉”啊!哈哈哈,去買平常呆坐在棚裏日思夜想的東東。然後拖著滿袋子的戰利品回家。這種感覺也又是一爽啊!!

504平常就非常熱鬧,我放假,就更是鬧得起勁囖。。。不過今晚算是最安靜的了。pupi姐姐北上忙她的專輯,陳阿婆在504混了兩三天,也是時候回家換換衣服了,big也正在補眠中,和周先生一同玩耍去也。我也乖乖的在家裏欣賞這幾天的戰利品,呵呵。。。。

最近耳朵又開始作怪了,我在鬱悶著,是不時該去看醫生。可是...過幾天再說吧!

 

7월 5일

又天亮了......

 


聽聽歌,聊聊天,有的沒得敲打著鍵盤......還沒回過神來,天又亮了。

big在隔壁工作室裏趕著明早的片子;我還在喋喋不休的敲著鍵盤;mp3裏malia哼的爵士調子越發慵懶。手裏的薄荷烟變得悶澀,卻還是阻止不了習慣的姿勢。喝了半瓶水,舌頭還得不時舔著幹澀的嘴唇。沒辦法摘下壓酸了太陽穴的眼鏡,繼續有的沒的寫著。告訴自己,抽完這根烟,給big一個good night kiss,該睡下了。別忘了,放下窗簾,遮擋住陽光的蔓延。

這個時間對我來說,是一天的開始還是結束?我真回答不出來。

 

7월 3일

let's make a simpler world...can we?

本來有想過應該每天都寫些東西在blog上。因爲生活中的記憶,無論大大小小,都會是以後翻閱時的樂趣。可是,每次打開blog的時候,卻不知道從何下手。不能再推說沒有時間,時間是自己安排的,就算再忙,只有心裏有這囬事,怎麽也有嗰上厠所的時間敲敲鍵盤。可是,讓我下不了手的,却是,心裏想說的事情太多了。真不知道從何說起。

確實,最近心裏裝載的東西太多了,要考慮的事情太多。有時候,和big聊起生活或是工作上的事情一直聊到天亮,事情卻還沒有定論。這個時候,我就會感慨,人的能力實在太有限了。或者說,我的能力太有限了。要做好一件事所需要的智慧可能遠遠超過我們的能力範圍。尤其是根本抓不著邊的時候。即使答案就在一個手指頭的距離裏,用盡全身的力氣還是夠不著。

爸爸從小就教我,“己所不欲,勿施於人”我一直牢牢記住這句話。那時候,只能從字面上瞭解這句話,以爲意思是:自己不要的東西,也不要給別人。以爲出發點在于自己,長大以後才知道,出發點應該是別人。當我開始懂事,學會思考。我才知道,真正的含義,用廣州人說的一句話來概括,就是“做事,(先)過得到人哋,(再)過得到自己。”小時候以爲,這句話先考慮到的是自己,長大以後才知道,先考慮的應該是別人。可是,當生活正面對各色各樣的人和事,要時時刻刻做到這一點,確實很不容易。有時候,即使先考慮了別人,處處小心,卻還是“過唔到人哋”。就算我覺得我已經盡力了。

雖然最近有些想不透的煩惱,可是,肯面對,事情總會有解决的方法。我還是習慣,保持樂觀的心態去面對。當我不願意解釋,不願意搭理的時候,請別誤會我是在忽略或是不肯面對。只是我的能力有限,我無法在人與人之間錯綜複雜的互相試探,猜度,審視中擔任一個出色的智者。我永遠喜歡簡單的相處,我喜歡直接坦白的對話,我不喜歡躲藏,不喜歡猜疑。如果有的話,始終我會忍不住脫口而出。我“白痴地”希望生活可以很簡單,簡單的生活才是快樂。不過,我卻樂于做這樣的“白痴”。越是複雜的事情,我越希望簡單化處理。在我的邏輯裏面,越是“簡單化”越能冷靜面對。

天亮了,有點暈眩的感覺,還是“早點”睡吧。明天不知道又要面對多少問題,能簡單一點,就請簡單一點好嗎?我最近很纍,別讓我把你的問題“簡單化掉”。

 

           

6월 25일

The world was only toys and laghter

 
渐渐发觉,能让自己开心的事越来越少。这种感觉,随着自己的年龄递增ing...按道理,人大了,眼界宽了,能力也会变强。看到的,得到的會比小时候多。为什么,总会觉得不满足呢?有时我会很怀念童年那些稚气的笑声。什么都不懂,只知道玩乐和大笑,世界  是那么简单!无论做什么,說什么,都那么直接不经靠思考。小的时候渴望长大,现在长大了,却渴望回到童年的快乐时  光。。。                                                                                                                          
人天生就是矛盾的吧。上班的时候很想放假;假期超过一个星期,却开始惴惴不安,很想回到忙得焦头烂额的办公室。恋爱的时 候,烦恼多得你愿去想;失恋的时候,总想在下一秒就遇到让彼此心动的另一半。点烟之前,觉得抽烟的感觉太正了;抽到不够一般,却觉得恶心难耐,毫不犹豫把烟扔掉......生活里太多这样的例子。                                                          
我不该把这个问题想得太复杂,因为生活已经夠复杂了。。。我只知道,多想想自己拥有的东西都不是应得的,懂得珍惜,才会真正感到幸福吧......                                                                                                                
现在,如果能让我放个假,和一帮好友到北海,那嗰美美的小岛上疯狂地玩一把!那就太快活了。。。!!!!!!             
 
6월 23일

有多久沒在這裏寫了?

能怪我嗎?上次我來寫blog的時候,差點沒氣得把電腦給摔爛!很久沒來,今天就看看這個blog改進了沒!

帶了嗰新朋友過來!嘿嘿!

這是公司同事最近收養的兩隻貓仔。小小的兩隻貓,很瘦。可是還蠻活潑的!

來!上點心啦!!!

 
msn space還是有點反映遲鈍。。。比較失望。。。失望。。。
2월 15일

Happy Valentine's Day !!!

 

一年一度嘅情人节......又就咁过去咗啦。今年情人节我好似特别开心。唔系因为收到好靓嘅礼物,亦都冇咩惊喜。我更加觉得,系因为之前系香港足足逗留咗一个礼拜,终于返到可爱嘅广州,觉得好有归属感,简直想大声叫一句“广州是我家!”始终哩度先系自己地头,系唔同D嘅。至于我系香港“反”成点,稍候我会进一步报道咖啦。

讲返今个情人节。我都算创举啦!起码对于我自己来讲,真系第一次。第一次送花俾人,仲系送俾女仔添!唔洗话我les住!如果我都算les嘅,咁全世界都冇人中意男人咖啦!其实我都系突然间林起要送花俾fri。我觉得送花可以令大家开心嘅,咁几好啊!于是我就小小哋”豪“咗一把。女仔真系好易tum咖咋!各位男士,唔好咁孤寒啦!阴功......

寻日我选择同一班姐妹一齐过情人节。唔系我唔想陪情人,不过日日都对住,就算见少日都冇咩问题啊!俾个机会佢卦住我都好咖!哈哈哈!!!果然我嘅选择系正确嘅,同两个姐妹一齐不知“反”得几开心!佢哋带咗我去食韩国菜,林返起都觉得好味哇!有我最中意食嘅泡菜!系咁食系咁食!唔减肥住啦!由于我卦住食嘅关系,一样美食都冇影低。搵日一定要再食过啊!!

D相P完之后觉得P得真系好核突,想重新P过,但系懒......

Call me honey......

系啵!点解D相全部冇我份嘅?!

10월 30일

秋天的早晨太赞了!!

今天起得特别早,不知道是不是最近事儿太多了,老是睡6,7个小时就醒过来。可是虽然睡的时间不长,可是精神却很好。也许是因为最近天气特别好的关系。连心情也跟着清爽起来!!想起那天big骑着咱们的铁驴,在马路上大喊“爽啊!!太爽了这天气!”虽然当时我有点汗颜!可是这么清爽的天气,确实是一种享受!我也来傻喊一通~~~我爱秋天!!

为了不浪费这么好的早晨,我们吃了一个美美的早餐!呵!好久不曾接触早餐这个好东西了!为了节省时间,我们分头行动!big到啃鸡鸡,买咱们都爱吃的北京鸡卷;我就跑到附近的美心,买了两杯我最爱最爱的take away特浓咖啡!!啊~~~好久没喝了!虽然没买到我最想要的冷冻的咖啡,可是一点儿没影响我的好心情!早起真好!!!

抱着丰盛的早餐们,我们以最快的速度汇合,跳上taxi。。。在上班的路上,一直在车上狂啃!想必又害可怜的taxi司机汗颜。。。

对了,差点儿忘了我被点名的事,呵呵。。。不好意思!我现在就来!

给pupi和Athina的作业:

1、目前桌面的图片是?

 

2,这台是你的个人计算机,还是公司或家人共享的?

这是我自己的notebook。。。呵呵(神气地)

3、这张桌面是从哪里取来的?

因为中了 America's next top model的毒,在网上搜来的!

4,桌面上有几个Icon

好多,经常增加或删除,(懒得数)

5、一堆档案加上乱七八糟的快捷方式,你看得下去吗?

要是我自己的电脑,我看不下去;要是别人的,我也会唠叨两句。。

6、有没有什么坚持点?

Icon最好是要对齐。。。

7、有为了填这份接力,整理了一下桌面吗?

没有哦。。。

最后再传给四个“我想看你的桌面”的人

(人都让你们给挑光了啊!!!我还能叫谁捏?!还要四个这么多?)

Athina,pupi,fion,刘静


 

 

9월 14일

Get out of our life!!

I can find no words to discirbe you,,,really!
Because you're way beyond all the shittest things I can think of or image!
It's such a waste to say all these words...But if you can't keep your fucking ass silent...
You really pisted me off!!
 
 
 
Listen you fucking ass!!
Get out of our life...
 
P.S : I hope you can understand what Im talking about...ho,Poor! Maybe a dictionary will help.
9월 3일

Gethering

很久没聚到一块儿了,是该照一张,,,茄子。。。
 
 
吃饱了该散散布,这样才符合咱们瘦身的原则。当然要带上可爱的Gordan。。呵呵~!!!
回眸一笑!
 
9월 2일

Be healthy to be happy

最近Big狠狠地病了一场。他平常啊,,,怎么说呢?他到底是不把自己当人看,还是真不自己当超人了?!你看,天天发烧,烧了一个多星期,你说吓人不吓人。他是吃药不行,打针也不行。谁看了都急。还把我这无辜的给拉下水,每天像个老妈子似的,围着他团团转。我老忍不住问他:你什么时候才好啊?天天这么发烧,会不会烧成笨蛋啊?最后还是陈阿婆介绍的那可爱的中医主任开的药方灵,吃完之后终于见起色了。
 
现在Big是什么都不敢乱吃了,每天到3点左右(以前不到天亮睡不着)不睡觉就喊头晕。好了,终于调好睡眠时间了!!为了睡眠时间这个问题,我都不知道头疼了多长时间。外国佬有个说法,Wake Up Call...这场病算是给了big一个Wake Up Call了。他的身体强烈告诉他,是时候提高警觉,要好好注意身体,不然就要吃大亏的。看他折腾成那样,我也越来越感悟到身体健康有多重要。
 
这两年多独立的生活,想来还真没把自己照顾的多好。别看我把big说的多折腾,我自己也在折腾自己的身体。熬夜是很平常的事。知道明天第二天9点多要起床,我居然还熬到天亮才睡下。现在想想,我这是怎么熬的,我是疯了不成。
 
是该注意注意身体了。要是整天病歪歪的,算拣到金子也笑不出来啊!要常常提醒自己,有健康的身体才能有快乐的心情...Be healthy to be happy...
 
对了,最近终于买了相机。哈哈哈,,,终于买到了。虽然我是拍不出什么好照片啦,能时不时爽一下我就很满足了!
 
 
 
8월 3일

Raing or Sunny Summer Days

"Rain...these days..."It's the lyrics of a song that I like .I heard it from my friend's blog .I wanted to asked her the name of this song .But I will be happier if I find figure it out by chance someday.So I'm waiting for that day.Who doesn't like suprise,anyway.
 
It's been rainy these days.Typhoon hit us as it likes dropping on us nomatter if we are busy on the road or having dreams in bed .I like this kind of weather .It refresh the air as it refresh my mind.The wind comes with it always leave us a smile.Meanwhile it's always sunny at the day after.You have to open your eyes even you had only slep two hours last night.
 
I've been so busy these days.It has been a long time I haven't been so exhausted from work.There are tow duites on my shoulders. I have to open my mouth in front of the microphone or open my notebook to type thoes words squeezed from my head.I did't expacted that I'll be so busy. I have to admit that I regret taking that translating work for extra. I'm tired.Maybe I should ask them to fire me.Should I?
But it doesn't sound like me,right? I'm not sure. Just let things be.
It comes when it coms...
 
Recently,my life is never lonely as the sky never keep quite.
It's rainy or sunny ...This is my summer days...
 
7월 18일

Just to celebrate

Just to celebrate that I can put pictures in my blog again.Hu...Finally...it's been fixed up.Not by me for sure.I don't know how I did it.I just did it anyway.I'm so tired that I had a rough night after work.Then I staying to fix the pic function.And I even PS a pic to remember this.I am dizzy now.I am not sure what I've done at the pic...Don't laught at me...
 
I will go to bed after one last cigarrete.And I should have gone to bed a few hours ago.
 
7월 1일

Silly coffee breake (06/06/16 3:45pm )


Silly coffee breake.
 
I'm now sitting in Starbucks Cafe.It remains  me sevral scences.
 First, the novel writter, whom I like a lot.She mentioned about this cafe a lot in her novle.
I've made up my mind that I must grab a cup in here to see if I could meet someon special
Just like those dramatic romance happen in her work .But I guess I don't have that kind of fortune.Maybe anorher time.
Secondly,Carrie for sure!Though,she doesn't offen sit at the coffee house .She usually have a coffee or wine by her side when writting her colum in front of her notebook.
Obviousely,I'm not such a good writter as they are.But,pluse a ciggarete in my hand...It's quite perfect for me already.Though,I don't know if it is allow to smoke in here.Just ignore me .What do they say ??A few drop can bring you a joyful day.hoho...This is waht I call...YY.
Judge me,please....I konw it's silly.But I having so much fun.hey, a laugh is quite enough!
Now my colleages are coming to watch Samsun whose favorite coffee is now on my table...
They sugguest that we should drink some erble tea here which I think is quite a good idea!Because it sounds more sillier than what i'm doing.But I enjoy such a silly moment...
06/06/16   3:45pm

Suffering performance (written in 06/06/22)

Suffering performance
The words above hit me a few days ago. I forgot  the reason why. But these words still appear in my mind sometimes.We can see a lot of suffering performance in lives. Ocationally, we get on the "stage" with no conciouse,are we?
It reminds me one time, a business man talked about what happened to my friend who were suferring in a five-year relationship.After her painful confest,the business said,the reason why she could't get rid of this man,just due to herself...She was enjoying the pain of this relationship...deeply...
Then I can't help thinking of ....Who is the actor?What about the audience?
The acotor would be figured out easily...the one trapped in the middle was obviousely standing on the stage.People like to watch how perfedict others are.Because it reminds them how lucky and easy they are. I'm one of them from time to time.You might say we are sad and poo
But I dont't think it's a bad idea,At least we are trying to look at it in a positive way.How would you know what is really sweet if you had never tasted bitter.
About "the audience",I thought it should be someone who made a sufferer.Beacuse the sufferer needs to be pitied.It was never a secret.Because we all had been there.In case of that,we usually need someson,the cause factor,to comfer and cure us.We take it as a curer of our "sickness".
But later I found that was not the only and truly answer."The audience" should mainly be the "the actor itself.
"The cuerer "could easily make you cry or laugh.And he/she usally awares of it pretty well.If he calmly sits right there to watch as you are shadding tears up there.Don't waste your time. You had reached the end of your relationship already.The show is over.He/She might have left before you start the endding lines.
Then it means you are the only person enjoying the show.It sounds sad.But it's awfully true.That's the moment you understand the meanning of "sad but ture".
Finally,I found myself speechless on this topic.Especially at the end.Though,I have been in the middle of it,I am not sure what is the tip of it.I can't take relationship as a mathematics counting.Plus I am terrible in mathematics.
 
written in 06/06/22
5월 31일

Treacure your moment to make precious moment...

I chated with my friend on-line just now. i haven't heard of her for a long time.But everytime i think of her.,I can still see her lovly face and hear her silly laughters in my head.
 
 
It reminds me how precious those days we had.It was precious because it can never comes back again.It leaves only memeries in our heart.
 
Sometimes,thing are more beautiful if you never touch it again.It will always be the same...it can't get better.But it can't get worse .If you are brave enough to try it again,there might be a risk you have to be take....Just like food.Most of times,they are better of appearance or the smell than its taste.Somehow, you can never judge a person only by his face.Your eyes and your ears can fool you...but not your heart.
 
 
We are not kids anymore.We cant fit in those blue white uniforms again.Those days are so far away from us,but still so close to our heart.I believe...everytime we taste it...it will be so sweet as it like before.
 
 
Nomatter how sweet or bitter it taste, it remains still in the past.We can't change let along control it.But what we can control is the moment in our hands...Treacure your moment to make precious moment...
5월 26일

Stading in the rain...

As I saw to much of "sex an the city", I decide to write in english to fresh up a little.
 
What would you like when you find yourself uncapable of trusting . I guess it would be quite depressd. it may just like standing in a conner when it's raining like a shit out there.The only thing you can do is standing and wondering when you can walk out again with an anxiouse heart.
 
Maybe we should't blame anyone.After all,  only yourself can  start you the first step .Others just someone to lead you or disturb you on your way.Anyhow,I'm still right here...right in the middle. I know i can't change anything if I can't even change myself.I used to be a positive type.But it truned out...I was way to much  positive....hardly equaled to naive...Then I can't stop wondering what should I be...and I still can not figure out.
 
I think when you r uncapable of trusting,you just lose the faith in yourself.All you have to do is try to grab your faith in your hand.
 
 
Whatever, if you r standing in the rain.You could either just walk out to enjoy the shower from god,or take out an umbrella.So somple...ah???
5월 23일

写blog=跳脱衣舞??

今晚在公司看电视的时候,听到某节目主持人说,写blog就跟跳脱衣舞似的。在大家面前一件一件地把衣服脱掉。就跟我之前很久都没写blog的原因一样。
 
 
从某一天开始,我就失去了写blog的欲望。因为深切地发现,让别人太了解自己,其实是一件很危险的事情。以前我觉得自己没做什么亏心事,所以说什么都可以大声说,不必畏畏缩缩的做人。那太没意思了。我也自以为自己多么坚强,多能面对困难。后来才发觉自己其实是多么幼稚......这个世界比我想象得要复杂多了......
 
 
以前我很讨厌别人总是把自己收起来,仿佛害怕别人随时会迫害自己似的。后来我才了解到,是这个世造就了这些人。他们并不是畏缩,只是学聪明了。不过,我想我要完全变成这种人也不是简单的事情。恐怕,我还是不够”聪明“。
我同意写blog就像是在跳脱衣舞......一件一件地把自己的外衣脱掉,甚至赤裸裸地
 
 
在大家面前跳。从头到脚,每一寸别人都看得一清二楚.....可是当你这么坦荡的时候,别人是否也是如此呢?恐怕找不到几个吧?别人看到“赤裸”的你,看着你左右“舞摆”.....会是欣赏或是嘲笑呢?或甚是虎视耽耽?
5월 20일

又搬了...

2006-5-17
又搬了...


我离开中六了......那个让我大声笑过也肆意哭过的地方......搬到了河南。
以前没想过自己会搬到河南,因为我一直感觉自己不属于这个地方。分不清东南西北,更别说认路了。在河北长大的我,只知道有好多条桥可以通往河南。我还记得,我第一次到河南是因为坐车坐过了站,当时心里好慌张,在河南下车以后,第一时间跳上taxi,像是怕被人追杀似地逃回河北。现在想起来也觉得好笑......后来认识越来越多在河南活动的朋友,对河南的认识也越来越多了。可还是分不清什么桥什么路。其实想想清楚,我向来是一个路盲,不管在河南河北我熟悉的地方都也就是那几个。

没想过这么快就搬走的,连包租婆都觉得我们走得有点太急了。真舍不得啊狗......可爱的啊狗,真是我看过最乖的狗狗了。我真想把她也带走......如果可以的话。虽然包租婆老是说她这些那些,还不时大声骂她。不过我看得出来,他们两口子都很痛爱啊狗。那么乖的狗狗,谁不爱呢??

不知不觉,我已经出来住了有两年了吧??这是第三个地方了。每一个地方都充满回忆,都记录了我的成长。和不同的朋友一齐住,面对不一样的面孔,不一样的对话,却有着同样珍贵的友谊。很感谢他们一直对我的好......每次想到这些,我觉得我自己真的很幸运!

我记得在中六搬家那天,转身出门的时候,我看到pupi眼里的不舍。虽然她一直和我们说笑,不过我能感觉到她心里的不舍。我不也是一样吗?可是,我知道即使大家不在一齐住,还是会在彼此需要的时候看到对方的身影。这一点我们都不必担心,不是吗??分别虽然是有点伤感,不过我们并没有真的离别。我一直相信,是朋友的话,始终......还是朋友。粘昵的话我是说不出来了,只希望大家都能努力地生活,快乐地笑。我想,这就是对爱你的人最大的回报,也是对自己人生最大的回报......

May all the best come to you,My Dear Friends!
2월 24일

Hello...Me...

It was me...
It is me...

May my disease cure me...

Nothing to say...Nothing to pray...
I could only grap the last faith...
Please come to me...my devil...my curer
I would smoke you in...until my last gasp faded away...
 

Was it you...? was it me...?

That was a night or a dream i could never image.
Suddenly i found myself losing in the darkness of truth.
I saw millions of you that i dare not to touch.
I heard millions of voices swooped into my head.
Your lovely faces are falling apart...and dragged me into the pieces.
I could't tell...I could't feel...I could't walk...I could't open my eyes...
Only making my heart drown in tears...
Please...Please..tell me...
12월 31일

2005年的最后一个凌晨~

今晚是2005年的最后一个凌晨......还有不到24小时我们就要踏入2006年了......
这个晚上我一直在想去年的这个时候,我在干什么......在卧床养病......等着big下班回家,准备安慰辛苦工作了一天的他......今天,我带着疲惫和倦意下班......带着微笑和big聊着明天我们要怎么庆祝新一年的到来......其实,我的心里似乎想着许多东西,又似乎想不到什么......是不是每到这种新旧交替的时刻,人的心里会比较容易产生焦虑和疑惑呢??
 
最近我的烦恼真的特别多......工作的...家庭的...感情的......都不约而同的找我麻烦......其实,我知道这些问题我都能面对都能解决,只是......当这些东西都摆在我面前,而我又无法一下子理清头绪的时候,那种沉沉的挫败的感觉一下子就占据了我整个胸口!!!!!
 
我努力让自己的每一天都过得充实过得愉快.....对于今年来说,我想我有做到这一点......当然,不是我一个人就能做到的......也是因为有big一直陪伴着我,还有朋友们的欢声笑语,让我觉得这一年的时间过得很快......我一直很同意西方基督教或者是天主教之类某一些主张......要懂得感激和珍惜自己的经历,无论这些经历是快乐的或者难熬的......这样想的话,人生会过得积极一些......
 
虽然年末的时候还是出现了一些让我很头痛的问题.....我甚至回想,是不是上天觉得我这一年过得太快活了,要让我尝点苦头.可是到了最后的这个凌晨,我还是觉得今年算是十分有意义的一年......我想我的新年期望...(不敢说是愿望......愿望似乎太虚无了.我宁愿许一个对自己的期望)就是明年比今年过得更有意义!!!
 
我知道最近的一段期间,我的心里有太多的忧虑.我想我该换一个心情,带上更多的期待和冲劲踏入2006年.
 
我相信,只要保持着心里的那一份信念......无论遇到什么困难,我们都能熬过去的......我爱的人们,祝愿你们都能快乐的渡过每一天!!!
 

Merry Christmas!~~~To all the ones I love

......一年一度的圣诞节就这样过去了.....我想这是我记忆里最不像圣诞节的圣诞节......只能无奈的在录音棚里度过......想象着各位如何在喧闹的欢笑声中度过,我真是郁闷死了.... 好了...我要和big还有pupi喝我亲爱的妈妈亲手煲的靓汤了...... Merry Christmas to all the ones I Love.....MAy all the best come to you~~

 

2005-12-26 5:18:28

 

Ta easthar

I'm broke but I'm happy.
I'm poor but I'm kind.
I'm short but I'm healthy.
and everything's gonna be quite alright.
I've got onehand in my pocket and the other one is giving a hi five!